Fascination with murder/serial killers.. Potentially Dangerous..?

Please don't consider suicide, the fact that you are aware of this is a HUGE step in the right direction! Serial killers often start out by killing animals, it's true, (but not all people that kill animals become serial killers) there is HOPE for you to have a perfectly normal life even though "psychopathy runs in your family" as you stated. The fact that you are willing to get help means that you CAN get help, and you should get help! Don't worry about getting labeled, if you have a good Dr. who has empathy, they won't label you with some negative label! And anyway, everyone today has some label, I have a degree in Psychology, and I have a mild case of Bipolar and severe anxiety problems that would take too long to list!. You don't want to go through life hurting other people, you DO have a conscience, and you would feel terrible! Please get help! Feel free to email me anytime!